I wish I wasn’t so naive about everything.
I wish I wasn’t so scared of taking chances. Making changes.
I wish I wasn’t so content with everything right now.
I’m so tired of playing these games. I’m tired of opening my heart.
For once in my life, I want someone to tear me down, pick me up, and make me feel alive.
I’m so sick of opening my fucking heart. This is so dumb. I should have listened to my mind…and kept everything guarded.
I hate this so much. I just want to cry.