I wish I wasn’t so naive about everything.

I wish I wasn’t so scared of taking chances. Making changes.

I wish I wasn’t so content with everything right now.

I’m so tired of playing these games. I’m tired of opening my heart.

For once in my life, I want someone to tear me down, pick me up, and make me feel alive.

I’m so sick of opening my fucking heart. This is so dumb. I should have listened to my mind…and kept everything guarded. 

I hate this so much. I just want to cry.